For some time now, I have been walking around with a pair of horrible companions. The events in my life were supposed to go a certain way until one day when I received a phone call stating that things had changed.
From that point on, I could not think clearly. I could not see which direction I was supposed to go. I could not function and I let anger and frustration have complete control.
Family and friends meant well, but I had reached a point to where if I was told “everything happens for a reason” one more time, I was liable to become violent! I’m stubborn and if that were true, then I demanded the reason show itself!
My decisions continued to waiver. Nothing I was thinking felt like the right answer but, I didn’t know what else to do until a week ago…..
I can’t explain how it happened because I’m not entirely sure myself. I just know it happened. I was beginning to see what should be and my spirit was calming down. Peace was moving in to my soul and kicking anger and frustration out. For the first time in a long while, I knew the decision I had to make.
The events that have followed that decision so far have been amazing. I can see my way now and it fills me with joy. My dream is finally, slowly unfolding. This is the ride I’ve been waiting for all my life. I know the journey won’t always be smooth and that’s okay. I’ve finally found the right path. I’ve taken two giant steps forward and I don’t intend to look back!